Im not perfect.
Im not perfect at all. I have OCD and anxiety that I can’t control.. I hate it.. it’s like, it takes over my lifee from me being a normal eighth grade girl. Have you seen my hands? They are soo dry. It’s because I constantly wash them. I can’t help it. When I don’t wash them, I feel icky and gross. You might think to yourselves, well why can’t she just not wash her hands, that’s so easy. ? Honestly, I try. I try and try and try everyday to stop, it may seem stupid, but it’s hard. Its hard to deal with it every single day. I can’t stop. Another thing I have is anxiety. Sure, everyone has a little anxiety now and then, but me…. its constant. And when one little thing gets into my head that i get even a little bit nervous about, I get bad chest pains and it gets hard to breathe. I had an anxiety attack before, where I could barely breathe and went to the hospital. I didnt even know what I was nervous about that made it hard for me to breathe. I can’t control it. At all. When one little thing I get nervous about gets in my head, it builds up.. to many more things. I havent even explained half the things wrong with me on here. I just wishh I could be a little more like everyone else. And I wish I could just quit worrying about everything. But everybody has their issues, I guess mine are just a little more complex then others.
